Buy my charms so I can save up for this!

Birthday is Nov 1!!

My favorite season! Oh joy joy joy! >3<

This is a great month, it always is for me, even if I'm depressed, I feel great. Especially this year;

We've moved to a new apartment, it is AMAZING! So many windows, so much beautiful natural light, it just makes me feel better. You know, people actually get depressed around the winter months because there is less sunlight (I forget the exact name of the type of depression), and in my old house...x_X barely any damn windows. It just makes me feel so much better to be able to look out my beautiful windows and see PEOPLE! Lol, actually...cats. It's like a gallery, every window has a fat cat sitting there.

Speaking of cats! Some stupid neighbor kid brought me a kitten! We always saw these black and white cats out there, turns out they were ferals, and they had this kitten! I took it from him (with some drama that needn't be added) and fed her, gave her a baaath...well, look at the pics!


5 mins after getting her, eating on the counter!

Bath time! It was such a hassle @__@ Poor baby had tuffs of hair tangled on her neck, but it all washed out :3
Fluffy and clean after her bath, eating on the bathroom rug <3 She was so shiny and sweet smelling

Honestly, I believe everything happens for a reason, whether you want to call it chance, faith, luck, or Gods will... After we took her in, we couldn't keep her, it costs 250$/per animal at out apts and we already have a cat. So, we took her to the Kitty Angel Team (KAT) at PetCo, they're an adoption agency. They're gonna give her all her shots, get her fixed and give her to a wonderful home! Just as we were leaving the house to take her there...it started raining like crazy, the Oregon fall rain started, the first day. As the time passed, the rain got heavier and heavier. Just think, this poor baby was going to be out in the cold if we hadn't taken her >3<

I named her Sasha, after one of my friends r/p characters. He's a panther morph with split personality, his more evil, domineering side is named Shorty. But, Sasha is cuter, and works for a girl also.

I may visit her soon...it makes me sad though


At the end of the month, my best friend is coming to visit me! I am ECSTATIC ! and I have been long distance friends for over 5 years, and he's coming here on the 28th, for my birthday! I'll be turning 18 on Halloween evening/November first! Both are amazing dates. Halloween, and then All Saints Day AND the Day of the Dead, a holiday which I adore. We'll be hitting the strip clubs, adult shops and everything else! My best female friend Juliana, who just turned 18 on Sep6 will be joining us. It's going to be a ball!

I've also got a crush...he's Roy's best guy friend. I've known OF him for years, really. He's known as 'The Jew'...because well...XD he's Jewish. For the past few months, we've started chatting more and more, and on the rare occasion that he does stop being a fool and gets serious, I really enjoy chatting with him. My crush died a little after he did something stupid (not to me) but...the adorabableness got me again. He's gorgeous, with an evil smile that honestly frightens me sometimes. He's got the most amazingly fluffy hair, beautiful blue eyes, gorgeous complexion and his twisted and perverted personality is just...lol. If you're familiar with Spike, from Cowboy Bebop...oh my God XD he looks just like him!

I am planning on killing him though, he shaved his sexy sideburns! I COULD MURDER HIM! I told him not to! The other night we were chatting on webcam, and once he turned his on...it was facing the wall, he refused to show me his face. I didn't get why he was hiding, at first, but then it hit me. I went crazy capslock XD "YOU'RE HIDING BECAUSE YOU SHAVED, AREN'T YOU!?? YOU KILLED YOUR SIDEBURNS!" "....yes" >3<...he looks like a little boy! I felt like a total pedophile x_X it's horrible...XD lol Oh..o.O yea his name is Stephen\

Also...have you heard anyone speak in Hebrew? If you haven't, guard your loins and listen. It...wow. He's moving back to Israel soon (which is sad for Roy roy x_x but...good for me? I'm moving to Turkey at the end of the year) and I know he knows some Hebrew, but I didn't know how fluent he was. I asked him to say something. Now, let me put it out there that he said something totally perverted and gross BUT...wow. Oh...WOW. I swear, it was amazing...maybe it's the way he spoke it? Because Turkish is a...well, rough language, it doesn't sound cute no matter what, but I can make it sound cute with the tone and erm..texture? luls, of my voice and sweet black Jesus, I just about died from that bit of Hebrew. It was PURE SEX! XD *gigglesnort*

He needs to stop saying 'We need to be together.' It's one of those things that make me sad. I find someone who not only thinks I'm physically attractive, but he genuinely likes my personality. Ditto for me to him, yet God has fucked me over in a little diddy and tossed the boy across the country. Even after moving, things have no change of working. He'll come to visit me, but he'll be in school. :/ Life is so unfair. Why is it that every time I find someone whom I like, they're so far out of my reach?


Oh well.

Damn, I wrote a lot.


If you've read this long, read a bit more. I've made new charms!



Go get them!